Though I’m not technically in Living Parables Christian Drama Troupe anymore, I still care a great deal about them. Plus, as my good buddy Pete points out, “once a Parable, always a Parable.”

Today is the first day of audtions for Living Parables this year! So, if you’re a student at Wake Forest University and you’re interested in joining, please stop by! The info session is today, Scales Fine Arts Center Seminar Room at 5:30PM, and auditions are 6PM-8PM. Auditions are also tomorrow 6PM-8PM, and all auditions are held in he Rehearsal Room of Scales.

To all my baby Parables, I love y’all, and I will be there to support you in the difficult decisions you face in the next few days. To all the Parables alumni out there, I miss y’all!!! We need a reunion, stat! Who’s getting married next? Baxley ;-)?!

OK, so things have been going much better as far as getting over my ex has gone. Chris and I broke up at the end of last June, so it’s been over a year . . . 15ish months I think.

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t think about him all the time, and when something does remind me of him, it doesn’t upset me.

However, today I got a blow. He had all these big elaborate plans to be on American Idol, so when I heard that the auditions were this morning about 25 minutes from here, I thought, “what the hell, I’m gonna check Chris’s away message to see what it says.” Chris blocked me when we broke up, I got a new SN, and never added him to my new buddy list - I just didn’t want to be constantly looking to see what he was doing.

Well, it doesn’t say anything about American Idol, but I did see his profile. It is empty except for a link to his facebook profile (if you don’t know about facebook, go to www.facebook.com).

Neat. That means that he is reenrolled in college. And I, being an idiot, looked him up on facebook. It says that he’s back at UNC Charlotte. The school that he failed out of. I wonder how long he’s been there. Maybe he went back last spring and just now got a facebook profile (yeah, I’m a masochist, I have been checking every once and a while to see if he was on there, and until today he never was).

I don’t know why this is upsetting me, but it is. He was such a jerk to me, and I thought that I had finally forgiven him and moved past that. I guess the fact that we never talked after we broke up has something to do with my lack of closure . . . it’s as though our relationship never existed, which considering we had a wedding date, it obviously was very real.

Sigh . . . please say a prayer that I can forget this whole thing. At least I couldn’t see his profile - since I don’t go to his school and we’re not “friends,” all I can see is his picture (which he doesn’t have up) and his school. BLAH!

OK, so classes start tomorrow, boo . . .

But even worse - tomorrow is the first day for auditions for my one-act. I AM SO SCARED!!! I mean, I’m excited and all, but I’m really nervous too. We’ll probably have a good turn out (we’re the first set of one-acts for the year, so all the freshmen will be there in full force), but what if I cast the wrong people? What if I mess this whole thing up? Eek! Please say a prayer for me, and be thinkin’ about me tomorrow afternoon from 4-6 (and Thursday 6-8, and Friday 5-7 . . .)